Okay so i went into work today, and yes the computers were still down! We had to do everything sooo old school. We were suppose to have them fixed yesterday and then they said that soemoen whoudl be there at 9:00 today for sure, but the guy didnt show up untill 10:30 or so...
after the computers were on we could use it for appiontments, but we were not able to check in or out anyone b/c we still had 2 days worth of transactions that still needed to be rung up and put on the computer, so my boss sat infront of the computer upstairs till 2:30 ringing everythign through the computer!!!!!!! Stress! for her and us, b/c only me and veronica were working and we still had to hold up the fort with no register access! After 2:30 when i finally got to take a lunch break i was able to ring everything up in the computer, and catch up by ringing everything from the morning through the computer also, then i had to verify all my slips and count out my drawer and make sure everythign added up and matched!!! Well i ended up not even starting that untill after 4:30
( i was scheduled till 4:00) but i eventualy got all caught up and balanced my drawer perfect and left work arounf 5:30 : )

I am so proud of myself! I went through soooo much stress these last few months with work, doing things i never thought i was smart enough or able to handel. but it is my testimoney that God doesnt give you things you cant handle. yes maybe on our own, but God always gives us the strength and abilities we need to get by. Ive accomplished way more than i ever thought i could! I struggle with fear and anxiety over certian things and i've learned to give it to God and ask him for peace. I used to get all hot and short of breath and dry mouthed. I would get sick to my stomach and just wanna disapear!
Everytime i worry about things i have to remind myself God is in control and he knows what tomorrow is gonna bring and why i have to struggle sometimes. I have so much more confidence and faith in myself now and am so much stronger of a person b/c i went through all this stress and stuggle.
I'm just so thankful for God's faithfulness to me.

Okay so yesterday i went into work feeling kinda crappy still, but mostly it was b/c i was up all night and couldnt sleep, even though i was exsausted. I still was nauseous.
I got to work and all the computers were down. I guess they went the whole day b/f with no computer either! so b/c there is no computer there is no "register" and we cant make or look up appiontments either! so this kinda messed up everything, but we still have to be open. So that means we have to write EVERYTHING down and add everything up ona calculator!!! STRESS!
There is too much room for human error this way! cuz services dotn have tax and retial does, so its kinda confussing. Thrn we also have ot write everything in discription they bought and who helped them with it so they get credit! so yeah since i was already sick thsi made me even sicker thinking about it! I get major anxiety over stuff like that! I hate money and calculating things!
So i was so sicki just went home. I slept till 2:00 and then watched Dr. phil. He was talking about aging and how much sun ages the skin. (as i sit here with a sun burnt face formthe day b/f)
okay well i gotts to get to work, i still feel like i'm gonna puke!

I just wrote an entry about how i woke up at 4:30 puking my guts out!
I used alot more creative writing to lead up to that piont, but thats the main piont i guess. I guess thats how you make a long story short! You spend so much time writing the real story detail by detail then delete it, and your so exsausted from all of it you come right out and say what happend in general.
so yeah i ate alot of different food yesterday that didnt quite mix in the end. Here is a small list...
from 3:00-6:30
kilbassa and sourkraut
baked beans
mixed berrie pie w/ homemade whipped cream
veggies and fruits from a platter
endless nachos and cheese

 So like, yeah i went to see  "raising  Helen" that new kate hudson movie, very good BTW!
ANYWAY, LIKE I GUESS THE GIRL INFRONT OF ME GOT HIT IN THE HEAD AND THOUGHT SHE WAS MY MOTHER!!!! Like all of a sudden christina is like" Leah look, that girl is trying to talk to you..." and she was trying to tell me to put my feet down or something and stop kicking the chair! Like hello she is 2 rows infront of me how does that affect her??? and so i was like um WHAT? and she turns around again and is like " i said stop that PLEASE!"
and i'm like " who are you my mother?"  and she just kinda rolled her eyes at me and huffed. I mean seriously what is she gonna do "tell on me?" for doing what??? having stinky feet or tapping my feet on a chair? come on! get real! i wasnt doing anything wrong! so when she left i said
"bye mommy!"
What a wench!!! who does she think she is! shes probably like 17 years old!!! the nerve!!!
anyway me and christina were hyper so we were taking pics of me doing silly things!
For ex: like me posing just like the movie advertisement posters, and me kissing a huge spunge bob and hugging a giant garfield. (why were people looking at me funny?)

BOYS ARE weird!!!
 okay so me and christina are chillin infront of the theater on the bench people watching, and i see a group of people  that i recognized from christ the king ( my parents church)
 I smiled just being nice, i didnt wanna be a stuck up snob and snub them. So  this guy walks on by with his friends and like 2 mins later  he comes out and starts walking towards me and christina and starts talking to me and introduces himself and starts asking me about church and if i go there and all this stuff... it was weird and awkward, but mostly b/c he was like shy but trying to be talkative and stuff...so i didnt let him say muchi kinda ran my mouth cuz i felt bad im sure he was like totaly nervous or something...i wonder if his friends made him come talk to me or if he did it on his own will. anyways, when he left christina is all like "OMIGOD that guy has the cutest crush on you!!!
awww wee-ah has a crush!!!!! so yeah, today is check out leah day, all these guys are like scooping you out!"
 I dunno why? i didn not look hot or anything lol! it must have been the bright pink barbie shirt i had on that was blinding them all!
anyways its 1:30 am and i gotts to sleep!

Okay so today started out boring, but trust me it gets better!!
so like i went to the mall and me and dan went shopping at hot topic and i saw the cutest shirt!!!! did you know hot topic has a Barbie shirt??? Like my fav person in the world Brett works there and NEVER told me this!!! so like of course i bought it!!! I also got sunglasses from Gadzooks, which i'm pretty excited about! You know what i hate is when they have sales like "buy 2 get i free" and liek you cna only find one of the item that fits or you evne like it...or "buy any bikini and get a free wrap and sunglasses for only $5!!!!!!!! um yeah like i'm gonna find a bikini that covers even 1/3 of my but!!!  and like seriously sunglasses and me dont go well,i thinki look retarded in just about any pair, and like especially those new tinted huge stylish no frame type... they look VERY stupid! I was excited to see a neon green shirt that said RAD on it! That used to be my cool word. I had a skateboard that was neon green and pink that said Rad on it! YES i used tO skatE board back in the day, i was likE 9 years old! I was soo cool! so likE all the cutEsy stuff i used tO wear when i was 8 is all coming back!! The short ruffley skirts and off the shoulder shirts. I was in forever 21 and seriously saw an exsact replica of a skirt i had (neon pink with black polkadots) probably the same size too! I LOVE ALL THAT STUFF! BUT I REALLY DONT HAVE THE BODY ANYMORE!!!  That store makes me mad.. they should call it "Never gonna be a size ZERO!" i mean most of the medium and large stuff fits but you have the hardest time finding anything there! But i gotts give them props, they make size long pants so its all good!

okay music... i am on this gay boyband craze.. do you remember that song "faded" by soul decision? "kinda faded but i'm feelin all right thinkin bout makin my move tonight." NO???um yeah thats cuz they suck and nobody knows who they are, but i'm sure at the time you loved the song! DONT LIE!!!! you know you love it! Well i am forced to hear all the other songs they sing, b/c its in the cd player at work... so like i totally love them and its my most embarrassign guilty pleasure right now. Yes.. go ahead Download this stuff its soooooooooooo BAD! but its got my mom and dad dancing...OH wait thats NOT a pretty picture forget it! (Mom doing the running man...SHUDDER!!) they sing this one  love ballad i totally wanna slow dance to...
oh man.. i'm like so jealous of all the girls my age or younger that are dating, married or engaged... like 95% of the time i'm totally happy single and its all good, i just get all girly and romantic at times and want to share it with someone. I see the most incredible rocks on the fingers of these chics that come into the salon. I just smile and say oh thats soo sweet. It's the wedding season... so i cant help but want that too. I meet a bride everyday and get to hear all the stories of how they meet and what their dress looks like. It's very sweet! I like being the one to make their day out with the girls to get pampered a fun time. okay well i'm out! Time to eat again!
 oh wait! one more thing.. remember how like i tried on like a million pairs of jeans at the buckle about a month ago? i went there today and picked up a pair on the sale rack and thougth they were cute so tried them on and they fit!!!!!!!!!! FIRST TRY! YES! If you are a woman you would understand what a miraculous event this was! Guys dotn get it.. dotn even try to understand. so yeah Barbie shirt sunglasses, jeans and oh i found that colonge that this guy was wearing one day and he smelled.MMMMMMMMm MMMMmmm GOOOD! I seriously couldnt remember my name after taking in the heavenly air! anyways! i think i'm gonna buy the female scent next pay check... Well more on that tomorrow!!! : )

This is my first blog entry and i'm wondering, will anyone even read this??? you see my brother has such an eventful life and creative speech that its quite entertaining, but is my life really that exciting?
I look at it as e-mailing everyone who wants to know whats going on in my life, to keep them all updated. so there ya go, if ya wanna know how i am or what ive been upto then read my blog!!!

so yeah... today is pentacost sunday.... and tomorrow is memorial day, that means the start of cookouts, swimming, family food and fun! I love picnics and outside food events!!! I live for buffets and endless hotdogs, cheeseburgers, and other weiner shapped things that go on a bun.

i think this would be more exciting if i just said whati was eally thinking and going through, but that would probably get me into alot of trouble! Okay well its time ot eat my tequila lime buffalo wings, and hit the mall for some memorial day shopping!!! I am going for a "whole new style" (TGS) so let me know "soooo good" or "nooo good?"

 Cookies... I have reached my climax as far as cookies go. I think a cookie can not taste any better, so i'm disapionted everytime i make them thinking they suck! I am the only one who thinks they taste funny. i think cuz i've eaten and tasted sooo many cookies and cookie dough over the years i'm desensetized.

okay i'm starting to totally bore myself.