Yummy! I'm eating chocolate covered pretzels... i found them in the fridge, not too sure whose they are, but they are made by Sarris candies, and that is the best chocolate. I used to sell Sarris candy for fundraisers growing up.

So ive had a few exciting things happen latley, but i have had some trouble with the computer or i just forget i'm writing a blog and sign off, or it gets deleted or somethgin stupid like that.

soi went to see my dr and he asked if my strattera is working, buti said i hadnt noticed a difference...so he gave me some stronger stuff...but the problem is i JUST refilled the other stuff friday! So thats $30 gone! The other thing is i was suppose to take only one yesterday and none today then take the new stuff today, buti REALLY was off track and confussed wheni came into work and needed it! So i took one and After a 15 minutes i was more focused... so MAYBE it DOES work!!! oh well, the new stuff decreases appetite and causes weight loss so i think i'm gonna try this since it seems to be stronger anyways, we will see...

 

I worked Saturday for 5hours just doing hand and arm massages, passing out water,coffe,tea,and cookies to all the clients.. then i went ona shopping spree looking for a one piece bathing suit,and trying to spendmy gift cards from American eagle and forever 21, then getting a birthday present for Shalon form church. She will be 14  july 8th. shes very special so yeah here i am shopping all over the mall still wearing the skirt with nylons and 4 inch heels. YES IT WAS PAINFUL! Ibought 3 shirt form A&E and i bought 2 shirts form gadzooks one says "Jesus loves me and my tattoos" the other has a tattoo on it that says Daddy's girl, with 2 birds around a heart.
I had a nice fathers day! Me and Daddy spent the day together i went to mass with him then i made stuffed chicken (fried chicken stuffed with stuffing) I made my dad a collage of pics of us together and we ate dinner and had icecream cake from dairy queen. I then went out with Matt and we went to rainbow creationa nd painted a turtle jewelry box and then we went to stone cold creamery... and THEN.. we came back here and i gave him a manicure : )

He left around 9:00 and Brett was texting me around 7ish soi texts brett back when matt left and i ended up meetign Brett downtown and we hung otu till 3 am and it was a big blurr cuz i was VERY tired and he was tired so we kinda just left the 8 ball and then went to my jeep and talked/took a nap... it's cool with him i can say nothing or anything and its cool he understandsme like he isinmy head already... i can just lay back as he plays with my hair and we talk a little but mostly i take a relaxing nap and we just chill. It's so pure and natural with him. It's like i've known him forever too! It's like me and my brother Dan are just chilling. I love how we have a brother sister affectionate relationship. i realize how much i really need touch to function. I love hugs and back rubbs and my hair being played with! I'm such an "in your bubble" person with him its awesome!!!!  Todd was convinced Brett was gay b/c he was so cool and affectionate but never tried to make a move that was inapropriate or sexual. LOL
Thats just Brett for ya he's cool like that we have so much fun. It was much better than hanging out with my ex cuz i dunno what the rules are with that. There is alot i dont discuss with him and i'm just touchy feely and dont like to have to try hard not to be in peoples space or not say certian things. With matt i just didnt wanna freak him out or make him think i was trying to makes a move. Anyways i dotn ever have to worry about bubble space stuff with Brett or say something wrong cuz i know i'm safe with him.

I gotta work all this week every day all day! even saturday i work 8-6!!!!

I'm gonna be tired!

Sunday will we really fun i get to wake up early and either go to church or go to a work meeting or go to a missiosn meeting. It's youth sunday which meansi sing... but if i have to go to the work meeting ( which the time has nto been determined yet) i either will miss church or my missiosn meeeting, andmy missiosn meeting is the last meeting and i CANT miss it unless i'm on my death bed. So hopefully Jamie will make the meeting after church between 1-3 soi cna make it to the meeting at 4:00 at church!!!!!!! I will pray for that!

thats abotu it... i just remebered that there is still icecream cake left...but then i also remebered i cant have it unless i wanna be sick tomorrow.

I ate a unwich at jimmy johns today It's a sub without the bread, they wrap everything up in 2 big pieces of lettus and you just unwrap the paper as you go. Its good!!!! And low in carbs!

I'm hungry now!!!!! dont forget to make comments! This isa journal so if ya see somethign on here that makes you wonder or it offends you tell me and we can discuss it.